• Always pack more then you think you need. You'll regret if you don't.
• A 6 week old kitten with diarrhea is bad. Take her to the vet. Its probably cocindia and they need medicine, pronto.
• Space between you and your boyfriend is NEVER bad!
• Don't get to in to detail about your life at work. (I really need to take my own advice)
• Having your own space is always good.
• Except your significant other for who they are.
• Don't make your body go in ways its not made to go in; you'll and up hurting yourself and feeling stupid.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
Vacation; laughter and love
My boyfriend shows me a world that I never was exposed to; snow boarding, dirt bikes, atv's, riding in the dunes. He also has showed me family. Unfortunately, his family hates me right now. We got into a fight while johnny and I were fighting. Ironically I don't think we would of fought if he wasn't getting chewed out by his mom. Anyways, his little sister hates me. She has increasingly become very bitchy; to new lengths. Anyways my boyfriend does everything he can (in his own way) to try and soften me up so I'm not such a hard ass. - think its finally working. I'm so sacred that he's like all the other guys. I wish I wasn't so scared.
Its pretty deep stuff he's going through. Like I don't understand to any lengths what he and his family are going through. I understood the intial blow. I felt how final it was. But I guess that is slowly settling even more that its final. I am not reminded every moment, that ache, the longing he must feel.
I love him so much. How did I fall in love with him so hard. I'm told I have to except who he is whole heartedly to really experience love to the fullest. I hope that we can see that life is to short; all we need is laughter and love
Its pretty deep stuff he's going through. Like I don't understand to any lengths what he and his family are going through. I understood the intial blow. I felt how final it was. But I guess that is slowly settling even more that its final. I am not reminded every moment, that ache, the longing he must feel.
I love him so much. How did I fall in love with him so hard. I'm told I have to except who he is whole heartedly to really experience love to the fullest. I hope that we can see that life is to short; all we need is laughter and love
Sunday, August 30, 2009
:)
I am blogging from my phone...hehe. So we'll see how that works. I managed to do absolutly nothing today. My bf and I got into some close fights today but we both managed to give each other enough space and not kill each other. He's going over to see his mom tonight so that gives me some time to play the guitar and hopefully fall asleep early tonight. I want to go running tomorrow. I need to lose some of this weight. I feel so fat lately, and that's part of the reason I am so senstive lately. He's been purposley pushing my buttons and I am so fucking predictable. And then "I'm not being patient".AHHH, it angers me so much. How can I love this man so much and him piss me off to high hell?
Unusual world insight #1
Hi,
I have the weirdest unusual life. I say this because things appear to me that I believe I only get to see. In this observation I have no one to share the bizarre emotions, conflicts/situations, and I will always have a comment about it. I'm not sure who will ever see these comments but I'm sure you wont have the whole story and I hope you never find out who I am, as this is my private insight that I share with God knows who.
I know I have come off as the biggest bitch to the people watching. And I have no doubt that I am probably, in most cases, am being a major bitch.... but what the gawkers (as noun) do not realize is there is so much more to the story.
I should probably write these thoughts in a diary or journal. But i never take the time to sit and write. But I am always on the computer and I am hoping with my phone I can access the internet and write a quick blog. It's those moments where I say, "man I wish I could share this with someone," and no one specific comes to mind to tell. I wonder to myself if I am the odd one. I wish I wrote in my journal more.
I am a college graduate, who's been with her boyfriend for almost 2 years, and we have been living together for over a year. I am so in love with him but it has been hard lately because his father died 5 months ago. Everything that comes with death has happened and we starting to pack the boxes to his fathers house. We soon have to say good bye to his fathers home. My boyfriend is trying to get through it. I am not sure where he is and there is some tension growing between us. My love hasn't changed but the overall Ora of our relationship has changed. And it seems the harder we try to make it work the more impatient and insensitive we are to each other.
I have the weirdest unusual life. I say this because things appear to me that I believe I only get to see. In this observation I have no one to share the bizarre emotions, conflicts/situations, and I will always have a comment about it. I'm not sure who will ever see these comments but I'm sure you wont have the whole story and I hope you never find out who I am, as this is my private insight that I share with God knows who.
I know I have come off as the biggest bitch to the people watching. And I have no doubt that I am probably, in most cases, am being a major bitch.... but what the gawkers (as noun) do not realize is there is so much more to the story.
I should probably write these thoughts in a diary or journal. But i never take the time to sit and write. But I am always on the computer and I am hoping with my phone I can access the internet and write a quick blog. It's those moments where I say, "man I wish I could share this with someone," and no one specific comes to mind to tell. I wonder to myself if I am the odd one. I wish I wrote in my journal more.
I am a college graduate, who's been with her boyfriend for almost 2 years, and we have been living together for over a year. I am so in love with him but it has been hard lately because his father died 5 months ago. Everything that comes with death has happened and we starting to pack the boxes to his fathers house. We soon have to say good bye to his fathers home. My boyfriend is trying to get through it. I am not sure where he is and there is some tension growing between us. My love hasn't changed but the overall Ora of our relationship has changed. And it seems the harder we try to make it work the more impatient and insensitive we are to each other.
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