some new insights

• Always pack more then you think you need. You'll regret if you don't.

• A 6 week old kitten with diarrhea is bad. Take her to the vet. Its probably cocindia and they need medicine, pronto.

• Space between you and your boyfriend is NEVER bad!

• Don't get to in to detail about your life at work. (I really need to take my own advice)

• Having your own space is always good.

• Except your significant other for who they are.

• Don't make your body go in ways its not made to go in; you'll and up hurting yourself and feeling stupid.

Carpe diem or live to see tomorrow?

take care of yourself and cherish every moment...

Vacation; laughter and love

My boyfriend shows me a world that I never was exposed to; snow boarding, dirt bikes, atv's, riding in the dunes. He also has showed me family. Unfortunately, his family hates me right now. We got into a fight while johnny and I were fighting. Ironically I don't think we would of fought if he wasn't getting chewed out by his mom. Anyways, his little sister hates me. She has increasingly become very bitchy; to new lengths. Anyways my boyfriend does everything he can (in his own way) to try and soften me up so I'm not such a hard ass. - think its finally working. I'm so sacred that he's like all the other guys. I wish I wasn't so scared.

Its pretty deep stuff he's going through. Like I don't understand to any lengths what he and his family are going through. I understood the intial blow. I felt how final it was. But I guess that is slowly settling even more that its final. I am not reminded every moment, that ache, the longing he must feel.

I love him so much. How did I fall in love with him so hard. I'm told I have to except who he is whole heartedly to really experience love to the fullest. I hope that we can see that life is to short; all we need is laughter and love