So I started a new job, and I am just starting to figure out that this is going to be a quiet time for me as I get adjusted to my new environment. My ability to compose myself is easy and the people here are under stress and have seldom moments to socialize.
On the inside I am exhausted and combusting with joy as I adopted a pup over the weekend. She is not really a pup, but a 2 year old dog that is so small you would think she is a puppy. Since I never write on this.. the run down is my last dog had severe medical problems and I, as her owner, did not find her a new suitable home before the problem got so severe that she literally remove the skin from her leg. It has been about 7 months since her passing. Parts of me hate that I was not good enough and the other parts of me was challenged beyond anything I could bare.
The challenge about getting a dog I think mentally exhausted me. I want one so bad for love and companionship but the thought of that happening again was horrifying. My better half convinced me that I can never know what is to come with the dog and I need to except the good with the bad.
Anyways, I have a feeling I will be more consistently writing on here since I do not have anyone to talk to at work. Hehe.
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